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It's been a while.. and pretty much the same stuff going on, as usual. Except now, it's me not wanting anything serious and dealing with boys acting like girls! So strange that I'm not the one being attached and clingy. One guy- he was like.. I just can't handle anything serious now. I don't know where my life is going.. I really like you a lot, but I just cant' do anything now! I kept trying to tell him the LAST thing I want right now is a serious relationship.. but they don't listen. It's like they assume that every girl just wants something serious, all the time. God, just have fun with me- that's all I want! I don't have time for anything serious either, nor do I want the stress of a relationship. There's ONE person I've met lately who I'd even consider a real relationship with, and I'm not sure we're on the same page. I know I need to take a break from guys.. but like courtenay said.. "girls like us never really take breaks from guys." I agree, and it just doesn't happen. We like to be around them too much to stay away. I couldn't handle it.
I got to hang out with one of my favorite people Thursday night. One of the few people I can honestly tell them I love them, and sincerely mean it, and not need to hear anything back. He knows I've been in love with him for almost 3 years. He's incredible, and he's going to fly me up to Boston after he gets hired! :-D I can't wait!!
I'm so tired of school.. and SO READY to be in China! It's going to be so incredible it's ridiculous. I've never been more excited about something in my entire life- and it's made my whole life better. I can only focus on this, and how amazing my team is and everything... how I actually have a chance to make a REAL difference in someones life. It's going to be wonderful- albeit a huge culture shock, but I'm ready. So ready. My whole church prayed over me today, and it was amazing to feel the love wash over me, the protection of their prayers is going to be so strong, and just knowing that they're all at home praying for our safety and our work will be enough to keep us going. We leave Sunday at 10 am- so if you read this between now and then, please keep me and my team in your thoughts/prayers- whichever you see fit. Good vibes only please!! ;-)
This has been a reasonably decent procrastination tool.. but I think before I get all angry at certain people again, it's time for me to get back to doing what I've been doing all day- NOT studying poli sci and watching Phantom of the Opera. So not worried about this test its ridiculous. Good luck on finals- and hopefully I'll see y'all this summer!!
I got to hang out with one of my favorite people Thursday night. One of the few people I can honestly tell them I love them, and sincerely mean it, and not need to hear anything back. He knows I've been in love with him for almost 3 years. He's incredible, and he's going to fly me up to Boston after he gets hired! :-D I can't wait!!
I'm so tired of school.. and SO READY to be in China! It's going to be so incredible it's ridiculous. I've never been more excited about something in my entire life- and it's made my whole life better. I can only focus on this, and how amazing my team is and everything... how I actually have a chance to make a REAL difference in someones life. It's going to be wonderful- albeit a huge culture shock, but I'm ready. So ready. My whole church prayed over me today, and it was amazing to feel the love wash over me, the protection of their prayers is going to be so strong, and just knowing that they're all at home praying for our safety and our work will be enough to keep us going. We leave Sunday at 10 am- so if you read this between now and then, please keep me and my team in your thoughts/prayers- whichever you see fit. Good vibes only please!! ;-)
This has been a reasonably decent procrastination tool.. but I think before I get all angry at certain people again, it's time for me to get back to doing what I've been doing all day- NOT studying poli sci and watching Phantom of the Opera. So not worried about this test its ridiculous. Good luck on finals- and hopefully I'll see y'all this summer!!