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So yeah... sissi's right.. I'm just going to take a step back and just not date for a while... I'm really incredibly tired of making the wrong decision...I just have one more question for him, and after tonight- if it goes the way i think it will, I'm moving on.. sadly enough. I don't want to, but I guess I'm glad there wasn't too much invested emotionally yet, so it's not a complete heartbreak... it's just... it took me a while to figure out what to do and how I felt, and now that I know.. it feels like it just doesn't matter to him. I know it does, but his reason of.."I just wasn't as into it as I thought I was," ticks me off, because it just doesn't seem like he's telling the truth. I'll know for absolutely sure tonight. i guess I don't want to believe that after three years of liking me he's "just not that into it." I don't know.. hopefully he'll call me and not ignore me. if he does ignore me, then that's my answer, I guess.