so lately...

[ladybug485]

I've been kinda staying away from the whole dating thing... simply because I'm not satisfied with anyone I've really met. .. well that, and I keep getting hurt and it irritates me. But there's this guy.. Marcus. We've been kind of friends since Freshman year, and until last semester or this summer or something he's had a girlfriend.. I went to hear a band play at Chasers a couple weeks ago, and it turned out that he's in a fraternity with some of the members.. i think the pianist, lead, and guitarist.. maybe more. not sure. anyway, he saw me and we were dancing and what not, and during the set break, I was talking to the lead singer and Marcus comes up and is like, this girl has an amazing voice, you should hear her, I've had a crush on her since freshman year. yeah.. read that last one again... it wasn't really a surprise to me, because I knew he liked me freshman year, I just didn't know it lasted this long! That's never really happened to me anyway. So, we were talking today on aim and he asked me when I'd be ready to date- just as a joke... and I was like.. datings ok, relationships are not.. and then he said he didn't want to just date for a while, him get real into me and me just say, no. no relationship... and I was like.. I know that and that's why I haven't tried to pursue you at all or anything.. because I don't want to hurt him. I really really don't want to hurt him, because he's a really incredibly nice guy. I really think he's too good for me. he got kicked off the internet, and called me so that I didn't think he just stopped talking and basically invited me out for ice cream after my rehearsal tonight. I mean-- it's ice cream right? pretty harmless, if I may say so myself... I just don't know if there's anything there for me. He's fun to hang out with, and I admit, I'm kind of curious to see what could happen. I'm just scared of hurting him, or myself, and ruining a potentially awesome friendship. Any ideas?

haha.. I just took this. it's weird.. cuz it's right.
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