so this is it..
Ben and I are on a break, officially now, instead of just not seeing or talking to eachother like it's been for the past couple weeks. Hopefully things will work out, but we haven't spoken at all since we barely talked about that. I'm just not happy anymore, and I don't know how to make it better. I guess space is all that can be done now... I hate not having control over things.. I just want to talk to him, to sit down and be able to say what I'm thinking.. or rather, get those thoughts into words. Maybe this will change it for better, maybe this is all we need- just space, and time to be apart...