Jun 12, 2005 23:02
washington, dc here i come. my flight is at 8:10 am from long beach.
i'll be back thursday (if i dont end up going straight to new york).
i've been feeling "odd" lately. like theres something wrong but i just cant figure out what. i cant even express whats going on in my mind in writing. i feel totally fucked up in the head right now. and it's totally uncontrollable.
hopefully ill be able to do alot of thinking and problem solving during my trip.
i need to do some serious soul searching. i need to find myself. cause seriously i'm soooo lost. and i just want it to all be over and done with. what, i just dont know yet.
wish me luck. maybe they'll have a computer lab @ the hotel. that would be awesome.