Jul 06, 2005 18:26
Well... yesterday I drove 2 hours to a girl scout camp which I may be
working at often during this summer. Its scary to me.
As soon as I got there.... I wanted to cry. I felt
uncomfortable. I was having the worst day and being there 2 hours
from home was NOT helping. The kids were awful. Never put
a group of girls together for a long period of time, especially to live
together! Today we took them swimming and when they were done and
changing they were taking pictures of other girls changing. So
then those girls got upset and took pictures of the girls who took
pictures of them! Everytime we turned our backs something new was
happening! AHHHHhhhh. Im not sure about this job yet.
But then again... Im not really sure about anything
anymore.
So they called me to come a week ago, today they
tell me I have a job and I can start on Sunday.... well thats great and
all. But they dont realize even though I have said it many times
that I have a job! I can only work there part time. This
whole thing is just gonna be crazy.
I am so tired.... and its 6:32
Crash
That was you and me
It started out so innocently
Shatterd on the ground
I hear the sound
Crash
Ringing in my ears
I still feel the sting of my tears
Someone, wake me
I can't seem to break free
Go on get out of my head
I'm on the wrong side of a parallel universe
Am I alive or just dead
I'm somethin' in the dark
Livin' in a crash world
Hush
Don't say one more word
At this point the truth seems absurd
But who we were
Is gone forever
Crushed
Underneath the fears
Everything's so twisted and weird
Someone, save me
I cant seem to break free
Go on get out of my head
I'm on the wrong side of a parallel universe
Am I alive or just dead
I'm somethin' in the dark
Livin' in a crash world
Go on get out of my head
I'm on the wrong side of a parrallel universe
Am I alive or just dead
I'm somethin' in the dark
Livin' in a crash world