i can't sleep
i lost my temper earlier today
i feel bad for it
but then again, why should i feel bad for standing up for myself
why do i cry when i get upset or mad at someone.. i see that as a sign of weakness, there's no reason to cry, especially in front of them
i should stand up for myself more often.. be more assertive.. people tend to respect you more when you do, no one follows someone who wavers from side to side.. leaders know what they want, and know how to get what they want.. they won't follow some blibering pansy with their thumb up their butt.. ok president bush is an exception but still
i have to learn how to swallow stuff and move on from them when people make me mad and i don't get to say anything about it.. like "neheek" .. i really DID beep 3 times twice.. it's not my fault she couldnt' hear me.. and she said that i must have been in stealth mode, meaning that i really didn't beep and i was sneaking around so that i didnt' have to see her.. oh give up being the victim.. she always tries to put a guilt trip on me.. but, i'm not going to respond to her.. she can think what she wants about me *shrug*
man i'm just really pms'ing this month, but it's a good thing.. it helps get out some aggression that i usually let roll off my back
samoa girl scout cookies are the best..
i wonder if there are any left >.>
i feel bad for it
but then again, why should i feel bad for standing up for myself
why do i cry when i get upset or mad at someone.. i see that as a sign of weakness, there's no reason to cry, especially in front of them
i should stand up for myself more often.. be more assertive.. people tend to respect you more when you do, no one follows someone who wavers from side to side.. leaders know what they want, and know how to get what they want.. they won't follow some blibering pansy with their thumb up their butt.. ok president bush is an exception but still
i have to learn how to swallow stuff and move on from them when people make me mad and i don't get to say anything about it.. like "neheek" .. i really DID beep 3 times twice.. it's not my fault she couldnt' hear me.. and she said that i must have been in stealth mode, meaning that i really didn't beep and i was sneaking around so that i didnt' have to see her.. oh give up being the victim.. she always tries to put a guilt trip on me.. but, i'm not going to respond to her.. she can think what she wants about me *shrug*
man i'm just really pms'ing this month, but it's a good thing.. it helps get out some aggression that i usually let roll off my back
samoa girl scout cookies are the best..
i wonder if there are any left >.>