Skin Deep
Title: Skin Deep - Complete
Author: ladyboydrew
Pairing: Jared/Jensen,
Rating: NC17
Warning/enticement: slash, drug use, illness, hummer, car sex
Disclaimer: I don't own Jensen or Jared which makes me sad.
Summary: Jared Padalecki is a successful, handsome man who likes to be with a different guy every night. He doesn't believe in falling in love or settling down. Jared is all about sex and satisfaction with no emotional commitment to tie him to anyone. Jensen is young, idealistic and believes in love. He wants to have a loving committed relationship with one man who will be his partner in every aspect of his life. When Jensen met Jared, he knew Jared was the man he wanted to be with but the sexy older man had other ideas. Could a playboy and a pure heart ever become true partners?
A/N: Thanks to all who commented and kept my Muse motivated! XOX Drew
Skin Deep
Fourth Take
At first Jensen ignored the symptoms. He blamed the back aches on working out along with the fatigue and swelling in his legs, feet and hands. The unusual shortness of breath, constant dizziness and nausea along with an aggravating skin rash finally sent him to the doctor. The doctor ordered a series of tests and looked truly concerned. Jensen set up an appointment to return when the test results were due back from the lab. When Jensen left the doctor's office the second time, he was in shock. His mind couldn't quite wrap itself around what the doctor had told him. Both of his kidneys were failing. If Jensen didn't get a donor kidney, he would die.
Jensen went through all the steps to get himself on the donor list. He hadn't told anyone about his illness yet. He was still in a state of shock. He was only twenty five years old and he could be dead in a year. As the months passed, Jensen's condition grew steadily worse. He had to leave his job because he was too sick to go into work. Jensen finally gathered the courage to tell his family and Misha about his illness. His best friend came to get him and took him home with him to California. Misha was determined to do everything he could to keep Jensen alive.
Jared and his father had agreed that he should be the one to pitch their company's internet security services to some of the huge computer companies in California. Jared was thirty two and quite frankly surprised he was still alive. He had decided he might like to hang on until he turned forty. Jared went to California and began working his way through the companies on his list. On the second day, he was standing in the front reception area waiting for his contact to show when he saw a familiar face.
Misha stepped off the elevator and looked up to see Jared Padalecki in front of him. He rushed over to the tall man. “Are you here about Jensen?” He asked.
Jared heard something in Misha's tone that made him pay close attention. “Is Jensen okay?”
“No. He's not. I think you'd better come with me.” Misha said.
Jared made a quick call to his contact telling him he'd had an emergency, then he left with Misha.
“I wish we were meeting under different circumstances.” Misha said as they got in his car.
“What exactly is going on?” Jared asked as he studied the dark haired man's profile.
“Jensen is very sick. His kidneys are failing. He's on the list for a donor, but he's getting weaker. Soon they won't see him as a viable candidate and he'll be dropped from the list. If he doesn't get a kidney, he'll die.” Misha said.
“Aren't there private agencies you can use to purchase kidneys?” Jared said.
“Those agencies are very expensive. I've been trying to put the money together. It's all so horrible and he's just fading away.” Misha said in a voice thick with emotion.
They pulled up in front of a row of condos and Misha parked. They got out of the car and went in. “I'll go see if he's awake.” Misha said and took off down the hall to a bedroom. He returned soon. “He's asleep, but you can go in, if you'd like.”
Jared walked into the bedroom and looked down at Jensen. He couldn't believe how thin and pale he looked. It was a warm day but Jensen was covered with layers of blankets and quilts. Jared got closer and gently stroked Jensen's lank hair and sunken cheek. He was shocked when he realized he was crying. Jared couldn't remember the last time he had cried. He leaned down and kissed Jensen's cold cheek before he went back to the living room to talk to Misha.
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Jensen had been incredibly happy when Misha had told him a donor had been found that was a good match for him. His transplant surgery was scheduled right away and Jensen went to the hospital the next morning full of hope. Misha stayed at the hospital waiting for news. He was afraid that Jensen wouldn't survive the procedure in his weakened condition. When the doctors came out to tell him the operation was a success and Jensen was in recovery, Misha did a little dance of pure joy and cried happy tears. His best friend was alive!
As the days passed, Jensen got stronger and felt better. Eventually, he was up walking around on his own. He was out traversing the long hospital corridors when he walked by a room and saw Jared in a hospital bed. Jensen paused for a moment and stared. He couldn't believe his eyes! Jensen walked in the room and Jared looked up from his computer.
“Jared, what are you doing here?” Jensen asked feeling mixed emotions at seeing Jared again.
“I came here to help a friend.” Jared replied with a smile.
“Wait. Did you come here for me? Do I have your kidney, Jared?” Jensen asked as he tried to comprehend how this had happened.
“Yes, you have my kidney, Jensen. Believe it or not, we're a perfect match.” Jared said with a genuine dimpled grin. He looked at Jensen with love in his eyes. Jared had realized after seeing Jensen so close to death that he honestly loved the man. He could no longer deny it to himself or the world. He loved Jensen Ackles.
“I don't understand. Why would you do this for me?” Jensen asked as he got closer to Jared's bed.
“I tried to deny it. I told myself I didn't believe in love. I couldn't understand why I ached for you and craved your touch. When I ran across Misha, completely by accident, I found out you were sick. I went to see you at his place. You were asleep and you looked so fragile and sick. I realized that I didn't want to be in a world without you. I love you, Jensen.” Jared declared as he took Jensen's hand and looked into his large green eyes.
Tears were spilling over Jensen's lashes and rolling down his cheeks. “I never thought I would hear you say that. I've been in love with you for ten years and I had given up hope of us ever truly being together.”
“I was a total asshole, Jensen. I'm sorry for the shitty way I treated you. I hope you'll forgive me. I'm moving here to California to open Padalecki Security Technologies. I want you to move in with me, Jensen. I don't want to spend another day without you.” Jared said as he looked at Jensen with intense blue green eyes.
“If I move in with you, you can't keep fucking other guys. It has to be just you and me. I won't share you with anyone.” Jensen said as he wiped away his tears.
“I won't share you either. From now on, we're partners, Jensen. We share our lives together.” Jared replied.
A few weeks later, Jared and Jensen moved into their house together. They had found a place just a few miles away from Misha which made Jensen happy. He had his lover and his best friend close to him and life was good. It was a very special night and Jensen was prepared to enjoy it.
When Jared got home from work, Jensen greeted him at the door with a hot kiss. Jensen finally broke the kiss to breathe and looked up at Jared. “Do you know what today is?”
“Is this a trick question?” Jared said with a bemused glint in his eyes.
“Today is the tenth anniversary of the night we met. Follow Me.” Jensen said as he took off toward the kitchen. He grabbed a tote off the kitchen table and headed out into the garage. Jensen climbed into the backseat of Jared's new Mercedes sedan and Jared followed him.
“Are you feeling nostalgic, Baby?” Jared asked as Jensen took a bottle of Cristal and two champagne flutes out of the tote.
“I think we should finish what we started that night before your dad interrupted us.” Jensen said in a low seductive voice as he prepared to pour the champagne.
Jared removed his suit jacket and smile down at Jensen. “I love that you have such a sensual adventuress nature. You really are perfect for me.”
“Yeah and it only took you ten years to figure it out!” Jensen snarked as he handed Jared his flute of Cristal.
They drank their champagne and relived their memories of that first fateful night when they met. Soon the champagne bottle was empty and Jensen got out a tightly rolled joint.
“It's been ages since I smoked one of these. Here, you spark it.” Jensen handed the joint to Jared along with the lighter.
Jared lit up and took the first hit. Truth be told, it had been awhile for him too. He passed the joint to Jensen and they spent a few moments relaxing as they sat close together in the back seat of the luxury car.
“Would you like to shotgun this with me?” Jared asked as he looked at Jensen with intense eyes.
“Yes.” Jensen said and leaned in close so there lips were almost touching as Jared breathed the smoke out and Jensen breathed it in.
After Jensen released the smoke from his lungs, Jared leaned in and kissed him. They spent a few minutes exploring each others mouths and letting their tongues dance in waves against each other. By the time they pulled apart they were both hard and panting. Jared kept his eyes on Jensen as he unbuttoned and unzipped his slacks. He pulled Jensen's hard leaking cock out and bent down to take it in his mouth. Jensen moved a little to give Jared better access and watched him devour his thick shaft. He felt incredibly turned on being in the backseat of Jared's car and getting his dick sucked by the man he loved. Jared swallowed Jensen all the way down his throat and gave him an enthusiastic blow job that pushed Jensen over the edge pretty quickly. The blond warned Jared he was going to come, but Jared stayed right on him swallowing down every hot spurt of come pushed out of Jensen's balls. Jared straightened up and kissed Jensen sharing his flavor with him. Jensen moaned and sucked on Jared's tongue until all the salty taste was gone.
“What did you want to do to me that night before we were interrupted?” Jensen asked with a hot look in his deep green eyes.
“I wanted to fuck you over the hood of my dad's car.” Jared answered honestly.
“How about over the hood of this car?” Jensen asked with a naughty grin.
“Let's go!” Jared replied and pulled Jensen out of the backseat with him. They threw off their clothes and let them pile up on the seat. Jared pushed Jensen down over the hood of the black Mercedes and went to his knees behind him. He spread the cheeks of Jensen's ass and began to lick across his pink winking star with his long muscular tongue. Jensen moaned in pleasure. He loved it when Jared rimmed him stupid. Jared really went to work forcing his tongue past the tight muscle and inside Jensen's velvety hot walls. Jared added an index finger and began to stimulate Jensen's prostate making him go crazy with lust. Jared used his talented tongue and long thick fingers to tease Jensen open as he enjoyed listening to the sounds Jensen was making. When Jensen cried out for Jared to fuck him, the taller man removed his tongue and fingers.
“I need to grab the lube and condoms. I'll be right back.” Jared said.
“I've got a little tube of lube right here and we both goth tested at the hospital. We're partners now, Jared, in a committed relationship. I've never let anyone fuck me without a condom. I want to feel you inside me.” Jensen stood up and looked into Jared's dark eyes.
Jared stared back into Jensen's large green eyes for a long moment. This was it. If they did this, it was for keeps. He knew it and Jensen knew it. Jared took the lube from Jensen's hand. “Bend over, Baby. I'm going to fuck you til you beg me for mercy or pass out, whichever comes first!” Jared declared.
Jensen bent back down over the Mercede's hood, grabbed his butt cheeks and presented his ass for Jared to take him. Finally, after ten years, Jared was truly his.
I want to thank everyone who commented and kept me motivated to write this multi-chapter story. It was a new experience for me and I enjoyed it! I hope you did too!
Smishes!
Drew