Oh, look what happened to November!

Nov 21, 2012 14:49

It just disappeared. Right before my eyes.

And yet it remains a condition that time races and my brain simply derps. I seriously do not even have a verdict yet - it's not like I used the last three weeks, while I wasn't writing a thing, to come up with the thing I would write. I simply derped.

It's okay though, I guess - if anyone even gives the slightest shit, while my creative side was derping, my intellectual side was maintaining its 4.0+ GPA. And my heart was busy gushing over Alfred Hitchcock and wishing he were my grandfather. (LJ, you're finally up to date because I've already said that everywhere else that I frequent.)

I have good news for my creativity in the future, though - in Winter term I'm taking a screenwriting class. Well, I'm first on the waiting list for it anyway. *crosses fingers* I'm hoping that it'll get me closer to an accomplishment than the video production class did that I took this term, which was shit. All that really happened was me dealing with an unprepared, lazy, passive-aggressive teacher, but having a little bit of fun fumbling around with a camera. When I got back my first project grade, I got an A, but she told me I shouldn't have included a shot of me crossing stuff out in my planner because "it wasn't interesting enough".

Anyway, none of this pertains to my writing journal, does it? Well, I was thinking of doing a silly thing that I used to do years ago when I didn't understand the concept of spreading myself out too thin: doing any project I feel like at any time, once Winter Break starts. Because I just don't want to commit. I want to see if I can just do whatever the fuck I want, and fuck my own rules! :D Cuz they aren't working, either.

Jenna and Nataly are reading He's There aloud - I want to give them (and everybody else) new chapters.
I'm still thinking about Nosferatu in Love all the time - I wanna write episodes.
Bunnies and fanfic covers need to be drawn - I'M DOING IT.

FUCK YOU, CREATIVE GODS.

Excuse me. School has just been busy whipping my ass all over the place, and I'm writing this, probably, on the brink of madness because everything will be due on December 3rd. I'm just waiting for that Crunch to register, and I'll be getting ready to jump out a window.

But I'm telling myself not to enter the break thinking it's then "do nothing" time. Sure, Jennifer, jump out a window, but stand up, dust yourself off, go inside, and open Microsoft Word. Or you'll hate yourself.

<3,
J

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