The other white meat
How much does finding someone's past effect you? For the most part, it doesn't. I never disillusioned myself, thinking there were few before me. I guess my disillusions comes every time more naked pictures of woman in his past fall into my hands. I never realized how many have allowed themselves to be photographed. Nameless tits, some with shirts, some without. Full on body shots, names I do know from facts he's given. A few erotic pictures, nearly exposed, without names.
The one thing I don't want if I am erased from his life, is to have another woman stumble upon my naked body. I don't want them to know how little it means to him because so many others have done it. I'd love to take back all those he has of me and be one of the few woman that he doesn't have these pictures of.
How can you be so careless with someone pictures when they are so exposed? How many others have stumbled upon them? How did it effect them both outwardly and internally? Did it shake them a bit? I've only ridiculed one and that is because I've met her on some occasions and know not just his and her past, but the past she shares with one of the other boys. Most other pics are of his first love and that doesn't bother me because I know what impression she left on him. It's the nameless in the middle that disturbs me, well that and mostly how careless he is with the pictures. These are not something he treasures, or he would have taken better care of them. Yet, respect these womens privacy enough to put the pictures up so that don't fall into so many hands!