i just need a break

[ladyblackraven]

so alot of stuff has been going on.. yesterday my mom cornered me in the bathroom and yelled at me for jackie calling at 5 something in the morning.. and she said that she didn't want to get any greif from their family seeing that maura was missing and mike is missing and they are usually always together. my mother had set a few simple rules.. Maura was not to be over past her curfew, unless she was spending the night.. which by my understanding her curfew was 10pm.. there was to be no going in and out of the house after midnight unless we were out and just comming in from like the club or something.. we have to be as quiet as possible because my mom's boyfriend is an idiot and sleeps on the couch and he is a really light sleeper.. well.. the night/morning that jackie called maura was over here.. and i thought she had gone home like she usually always does.. usually be 2:30 so she doesn't get caught for sneaking out.. well.. this comming monday mike is not going to be at my house anymore.. i donno.. i'll keep most of my thoughts to myself.. because most of the people they are about will hear them soon enough... i am just waiting for someone to piss me off enough to just let everyone have it.. but that hasn't happened.. not yet anyways.. i'll keep the peace for now because it won't be peaceful for much longer..

anyways.. i think i am going to go visit my sister toni in augest, the week before i have to go back to work.. that is if i get some money together.. seeing that i am not working that is kinda hard.. ugh.. hmm.. i have been re-thinking some of my morals too.. i have had a few thing pop up.. that has made me reconsider this.. like did i learn my lesson the first time? naaaah.. lol... i just hope a couple of things will happen like they were supposed to a few days ago.. hehe..