Matters of the Heart
A heart....what a complicated thing...to me..every heart is beautifull in its own way. It's delicate nature and tenderness can sometimes be brocken by others. But why?..why are there people who toy with our hearts...and why do we comeback to the pain giver and hold out our heart to be brocken for the 10th time?...Are we addicted to the pain?...or are we addicted to the idea that just maybe..the person hurting us has changed this time. A bigger question I wonder about is...what breaks us form that destructive cycle? What makes us say "enough is enough" for the 13th time of coming back? Sometimes, it seems as if one day...you have this breakthrough..like a light has finnaly shined through and you realise that you don't want that pain anymore. But what exactly trigors that realisation?...Well, it looks like I'm asking too many questions agiain...lol..maybe I already know the answer deep down inside but just don't realise it.
~Ladybelladona~
~Ladybelladona~