i don't understand y i feel the way i do....
It's weird how you think you are gonna feel a certain way and then when you don't, u wonder why? Lance left yesterday with Rob for there 2 week trip around Europe, i actually think it is three weeks but to lazy to look.....anyway it was kinda weird, i hung out wid Lance on Thrusday b4 he left, we went shoping cause he needed a couple things and he helped me pick my semi dress. It was nice hanging out with him things btwn us had been so tense 4 awhile there and although we still had fun it wasn't the same stupidity we usually took part in.....make any sense? Anyway Friday i didn't end up going to school although i probally should have, a weeks worth or getting like no sleep finally caught up with me, which is weird cause normally it doesn't. Bought the Semi dress i liked and these really nice shoes, sadly shoes are going back to the store, cause they don't match the dress all that well. Today i worked and i think the little kids are making me sick:( Oh well, then a b-day party and Baby-sittn' itz been forever it was kinda weird but the kids were good and i got a 20$ tip! Sweet
Watched Napoleon dynamite, it was good, not amazing but good, i luved the dancing neer the end and the LAMA only the lama was named Tina not Jimmy....
You no when you think ur gonna be real sad and miss someone a lot and then you wake up the next day and almost completely forget about them, continuing about your daily plans not thinkn' about them at all untill u get to that point in ur day when they call or u call them and then u think about them and then in the next its gone almost like a burden lifted off ur shoulders......i don't understand y?
Anyway Hockey ppl are toying wid my emotions, one min NO HOCKEY then i get sad, the YES HOCKEy i get happy, THEN NO HOCKEY will they make up there fu*ckn minds my goodness.
Anyway haven't seen u since wendsday or was it tuesday, thes semester is killing me. i miss u.....................................