I Guess it wouldn't kill me.
I'm burning a cd and i figured it wouldn't kill me to begin writing again, not like it matters cause i'm gonna be the only one writing but whatev
Today is Thursday, schools out till monday, it's one of my first days out of school....a day to sleep in, do nothing but chill and have fun, go out with friends....party.....but i'm bored out of my mind...woke up at 7am, watched crappy cartoons till dora the explorer came on then watched O.C reruns...read some depressing emails and then continued to read the Wigu comics..they take forever
While i'm sitting at home haveing an oh so exciting life i can't help but wonder why i'm not out partying haveing fun doing this that regular teenagers do, sleeping in spending the day out with my friends....but then i realized that somehow i completely screwed it up with all but 4 of my friends and i have like no idea how......
So besides the fact that about 3/4 of my friends hate me, things in my life are pretty good. I'm playing my guitar better, granted i still suck real bad but what can u do. I moved on from one crush and the fell in love again with someone else, things on this front are weird....but what can you do...
When someone calls u interesting are u supposed to take it as a complement?
Anyway heres to hoping that 2nd semester i better then first...
Joana
p.s....i'm am sorry for whatever i did to make u hate me.......................