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at some bar/venue... spanx was there wearing a cap but looking thin... longish hair...
bar was part of some weird area that seemed like a spa, big waterfalls and such... but bar was dive-ish...
i left the bar to go to an "indian" (dot, not feather) store where they had serums and potions for healing... i think i wanted it for my mom...
then i went back to the bar after talking with the lady at the counter about her making something special.
i went back to the bar... can't remember, non-descript action, mike still there in the distance. i remember crying because we "had him back if only for tonight" (as i had said to jake who was suddenly standing next to me) and i remember not wanting to hog him or be overbearing... i was letting him watch the bands and be alone...
then i went to the bathroom to finish crying and wipe my tears. i passed him on the way and he smiled and then look puzzled, as if he were asking why i was crying... i smiled and he smiled back.
then, i went back to the indian woman to buy my serum. i remember the bottle was intricate, small (bout the size of a bullet for a 47 magnum) and the top had a dipper in it with a small flair at the bottom ending in a point, somewhat like a fountain pen. the substance in it was viscous and oily and smelled nice. i made the purchase and went back to the bar... when i realized i'd forgotten my purse. jake went with me to get my purse but he kept going in the wrong directions, i had to keep calling him back... we made it to the store and i suddenly freaked out. "mike! he'll be gone! we have to get mike!" and jake tried to assure me he would be there when we got back. but we went the wrong way and took so many turns we were having trouble finding our way back to the bar. then i woke up.
..........i wonder if i was thinking about maia's birthday in my subconscious and it brought him up... or if he dropped in to say HI because i AM going to his goddaughter's birthday today...
bar was part of some weird area that seemed like a spa, big waterfalls and such... but bar was dive-ish...
i left the bar to go to an "indian" (dot, not feather) store where they had serums and potions for healing... i think i wanted it for my mom...
then i went back to the bar after talking with the lady at the counter about her making something special.
i went back to the bar... can't remember, non-descript action, mike still there in the distance. i remember crying because we "had him back if only for tonight" (as i had said to jake who was suddenly standing next to me) and i remember not wanting to hog him or be overbearing... i was letting him watch the bands and be alone...
then i went to the bathroom to finish crying and wipe my tears. i passed him on the way and he smiled and then look puzzled, as if he were asking why i was crying... i smiled and he smiled back.
then, i went back to the indian woman to buy my serum. i remember the bottle was intricate, small (bout the size of a bullet for a 47 magnum) and the top had a dipper in it with a small flair at the bottom ending in a point, somewhat like a fountain pen. the substance in it was viscous and oily and smelled nice. i made the purchase and went back to the bar... when i realized i'd forgotten my purse. jake went with me to get my purse but he kept going in the wrong directions, i had to keep calling him back... we made it to the store and i suddenly freaked out. "mike! he'll be gone! we have to get mike!" and jake tried to assure me he would be there when we got back. but we went the wrong way and took so many turns we were having trouble finding our way back to the bar. then i woke up.
..........i wonder if i was thinking about maia's birthday in my subconscious and it brought him up... or if he dropped in to say HI because i AM going to his goddaughter's birthday today...