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i have been so crabby lately. and by lately i'd say the past month, but mostly lately.
i chalk it up to a few things.
1. the upheaval i feel when living between two places. drive a bitch crazy. i can't wait until october. there are no plans laid out yet but sean and i talked and if things are still going well he wants us to get a place together. i wouldn't want to move into his place solely because there isn't enough space to accommodate my shit. we are both pack rats. he said his other motivator to move out besides me is that we both want a doggie[s]... so we'd have to find something pet-friendly, which his apartment is not (as per landlord and as per the rights of that poor animal to have SPACE). whatever may happen... i won't be living out here in the sunset anymore. drives me batty. i love the space but being out in the boonies like this just blows.
2. no caffeine. i've cut coffee (and soda, though i rarely drink soda) out for a bit. it's been a week now.
3. no sugar. i haven't eaten any sweets unless you count the honey sweetner in Kashi Go Lean cereal. it's been a week now.
4. NO ALCOHOL. IT'S BEEN A WEEK NOW. i get seriously, SERIOUSLY bitchy when i have no alcohol for this long.
5. an overall failure to focus. i'm distractable and have too many things on my mind at any given moment lately. license, atm card (still waiting for that shit), shows, dates and appointments... every day feels like a puzzle unless i've planned it out the day before. and it requires too much effort from my brain and it gets me moody. lisa has noticed my mood change and i'm sure puppy has, too.
oh well... here's to me getting the bug up out my ass SOON.
it's gonna be a hard road tonight... not drinking while at a club. but i'm sure club drink prices will make us perfectly content to coast soberly through the evening. i know i ain't got enough to spend on a dang club drink right now.
ohh... and next week, dinner date with arami to play catsup.
AND, last night: http://www.yelp.com/biz/suchada-thai-massage-san-francisco#hrid:4FIxQtbkgZXUX48fHG9Dwg/src:self
dig my re-review!
i chalk it up to a few things.
1. the upheaval i feel when living between two places. drive a bitch crazy. i can't wait until october. there are no plans laid out yet but sean and i talked and if things are still going well he wants us to get a place together. i wouldn't want to move into his place solely because there isn't enough space to accommodate my shit. we are both pack rats. he said his other motivator to move out besides me is that we both want a doggie[s]... so we'd have to find something pet-friendly, which his apartment is not (as per landlord and as per the rights of that poor animal to have SPACE). whatever may happen... i won't be living out here in the sunset anymore. drives me batty. i love the space but being out in the boonies like this just blows.
2. no caffeine. i've cut coffee (and soda, though i rarely drink soda) out for a bit. it's been a week now.
3. no sugar. i haven't eaten any sweets unless you count the honey sweetner in Kashi Go Lean cereal. it's been a week now.
4. NO ALCOHOL. IT'S BEEN A WEEK NOW. i get seriously, SERIOUSLY bitchy when i have no alcohol for this long.
5. an overall failure to focus. i'm distractable and have too many things on my mind at any given moment lately. license, atm card (still waiting for that shit), shows, dates and appointments... every day feels like a puzzle unless i've planned it out the day before. and it requires too much effort from my brain and it gets me moody. lisa has noticed my mood change and i'm sure puppy has, too.
oh well... here's to me getting the bug up out my ass SOON.
it's gonna be a hard road tonight... not drinking while at a club. but i'm sure club drink prices will make us perfectly content to coast soberly through the evening. i know i ain't got enough to spend on a dang club drink right now.
ohh... and next week, dinner date with arami to play catsup.
AND, last night: http://www.yelp.com/biz/suchada-thai-massage-san-francisco#hrid:4FIxQtbkgZXUX48fHG9Dwg/src:self
dig my re-review!