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i commented on jessica's journal. is something the matter with me yes i think so. i must have a death wish or something. one day blake is going to come find me and shot me or something. sometimes i just want to be nice to her and for some reason let her know iam alive. but thats really stupid cause she dont care about me. i dont know. i have matured alot over the summer. with all of the activities that has gone on. i have. i wish all my old friends that use to talk to me would start again. just to see what kind of person i am.