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[ladyaucifer]

I don't write as much as I should. Then again I enjoy being a private person. I enjoy people not knowing much about me. But still I should be writing stories and passages, but I don't. I just never seem to have the inspiration or the drive to write. Which is really bad since my goal is to have something published. Hell I don't even know what to write any more. My brain is so shattered and quite when it's not ringing out with stress.

Vacations don't quite help either.

What's wrong with me? Why am I my fiancee's muse when he's not mine?