Crazy Busy

Jun 08, 2011 09:55

 I don't know why I can not "No".  I have not worked in a month, this was getting tedious I would end up sleeping during the day and then not get any sleep at night and it was more of a cat nap of 20 to 50 minutes before someone at home needed me so they would wake me up....

We went to the Opening of a Joann's and there was a Viking Dealership inside and I went over to check out what they had, started chatting with the people there and they offered me a job.  The new Manager seemed a little ...hesitant and seemed to be saying over and over how we would not have and she did not have adequate training.  I got the impression she thought we should have been in a training room for like 6 weeks.  I tried to assure her that it was the learning curve and that 3 to 6 months later she would laugh at this beginning.  It is always chaotic when beginning some new adventure.  I was heading to LA so I could do a workshop we had planned.

Anyway I got at call during the workshop and returned it as I was taking my flight home.  It seems the Manager quit that Sunday, she could not handle the job.  They were offering me the position!!

Back story: There is another store like this in another Joanns about 30 minutes from my house.  I have applied there several times shown her things I have made with my Diamond.  I have never had a phone call, even though over the past 4 years I have seen several people hired by this shop.  I know of at least 2 other people of color who have way more experience and own Designer SE or Diamonds, who also have never gotten a response from this shop as to employment.

So I took the Manager's Position I think out of spite but also because I know I can do a good job, however now I  feel like the perverbial in the fire from the frying pan.  At least the lady who quit had 6 days of training, they are expecting me to read a manual and just be awesome from there!

I have always abhorred sales quotas, I know this is a sewing machine sales but that added pressure, is adding to my stress, I don't want to disappoint people? But I don't want to disappoint myself and I am getting used to working a 40 hour work week again.  I have been part time for 6 years!

I guess like I said to the 3 day Manager in 6 months I will be laughing.  I hope......

panic, stress, not being able to sew, insomnia, job, quotas, pressure

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