And all that jazz
I've had so much shit happen to me lately, but I don't mind. I am happy with who I am and where I am. I have a few good freinds, david, my dad, on the occasion a sane mother...
granted, I have no car and no job and am grounded for the rest of my life. But hey my grades are good! I never thought I would actual do well in school but hey look at me! Heh. I've quit smoking, quit doing drugs, although.. I wouldn't mind celebrating by getting drunk, I am starting to get my life back on track.
I dunno... things are alot better then last year and I am sooo thankful for that.
I never write in this anymore, cause I like my real journal better but being down at my dads causes me not to have that... and besides. My deadjournal has never seen me happy before. And it should... for once.
I mean, I know I've lost things and I know I've messed up but it takes more energry to hate everyone then it does to just live. And honestly I need all the energy I can get. School isn't that bad anymore... being a senior is ALOT better then I thought. Granted the first part of the year/end of summer sucked alot due to shity cercumstnace on my part... its getting better. Things are getting better.
I actualy might be able to go to college! Me. In college. Dear god, thats scary. Oooo I deffinetly started writing my book! Mwhaha!
granted, I have no car and no job and am grounded for the rest of my life. But hey my grades are good! I never thought I would actual do well in school but hey look at me! Heh. I've quit smoking, quit doing drugs, although.. I wouldn't mind celebrating by getting drunk, I am starting to get my life back on track.
I dunno... things are alot better then last year and I am sooo thankful for that.
I never write in this anymore, cause I like my real journal better but being down at my dads causes me not to have that... and besides. My deadjournal has never seen me happy before. And it should... for once.
I mean, I know I've lost things and I know I've messed up but it takes more energry to hate everyone then it does to just live. And honestly I need all the energy I can get. School isn't that bad anymore... being a senior is ALOT better then I thought. Granted the first part of the year/end of summer sucked alot due to shity cercumstnace on my part... its getting better. Things are getting better.
I actualy might be able to go to college! Me. In college. Dear god, thats scary. Oooo I deffinetly started writing my book! Mwhaha!