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well, 3 months and 4 days...that's how long it lasted. i'm seriously shocked that i'm not crying right now, because ben and i just broke up. honestly he's a selfish bastard, and to tell you the truth, i don't really feel all that hurt right now. he can go to hell for all i care, which is just where he's going anyway if he doesn't find a little faith in his life. my feelings weakened as my time away from him went by, and he hardly made an effort to change that. so, i think i'm gonna actually be ok with this. lol, funny how things turn out. all i can say to him is: fuck you, sweetheart. you blew it. you threw away everything and made the biggest fucking mistake of your life, and i pray you pay for it. bye-bye! :)