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i saw scott again tonight (well, last night, techincally). going to blockbuster every friday night has become somewhat of a ritual for me lately. i find it's more for him than any movie interest i've got. my mom decided to wait in the car for me to find what i wanted to rent, because she knew he'd be in there and wanted to give us space to talk privately. things were a lot different without her there breathing down my neck. scott seemed more friendly and open with me, and he spent every free minute he had away from customers in my company. "sorry i havn't called you yet. i've been an ass," he says, lol. he's really stressed over some stuff, so it's completely understandable. for some reason, i find myself getting really impatient for friday's to roll around these days. but maybe that's not such a good thing, lol.
i've got a dentist appoitment early this morning. oh joy! my wisdom teeth are coming in, and as much as i dread getting them pulled, i'm also counting down the days because i can't wait much longer. i'm in so much fucking pain right now!
well on a happier note, i'm most likely gonna get to talk to ben over the microphone for the first time in almost a month. he's been training so hard for the olympics that i never get to see or talk to him anymore. i mean, i wish him the best, and i'm more than happy to wait as long as i have to. i knew from the start of this relationship i'd be going through a lot of periods where we wouldn't get to talk. and, on the brighter side, it does make our feelings for one another only grow stronger. but any way you look at it, the situation basically still sucks. his computers shot, and the whole phone thing is, of course, still a bust. there's never time in his training schedule to come see me, so i've been pretty much just shit outta luck. but tonight he's planning on going over to a friends house to use their computer. yay!
well, i'm off. g'night!
i've got a dentist appoitment early this morning. oh joy! my wisdom teeth are coming in, and as much as i dread getting them pulled, i'm also counting down the days because i can't wait much longer. i'm in so much fucking pain right now!
well on a happier note, i'm most likely gonna get to talk to ben over the microphone for the first time in almost a month. he's been training so hard for the olympics that i never get to see or talk to him anymore. i mean, i wish him the best, and i'm more than happy to wait as long as i have to. i knew from the start of this relationship i'd be going through a lot of periods where we wouldn't get to talk. and, on the brighter side, it does make our feelings for one another only grow stronger. but any way you look at it, the situation basically still sucks. his computers shot, and the whole phone thing is, of course, still a bust. there's never time in his training schedule to come see me, so i've been pretty much just shit outta luck. but tonight he's planning on going over to a friends house to use their computer. yay!
well, i'm off. g'night!