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[ladyarie]

I have to say that I'm bored out of my mind. Nothing this week has going the way I wanted it to. The job hunt is more like trying to find water in a desert. *sigh* It's so frastruating. I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't really have anything to write about right now.I just feel like my life is going in a circle.  Argh!!!!!!!! I'm tried of feeling like I'm the only person not doing anything. I'm tried of drama and other things. I'm tired of it all. I just want to be on my own two feet and not have to depend on people and feeling like I'm not getting the respect that I deserve  as a 21 going on 22 year old woman. I feel like my life isn't the way I want and I hate not being on solid ground. I feel like I'm using "going to school" just to get by. I don't even know what I want to do any more. I feel like I'm lost. I don't know what I'm looking for either. I'm not focus on anything and that sucks. I don't know anymore and I don't feel like trying to figure it out right now either.

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