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so even though i'm still sarcastic and cynical, i am the happiest i've ever been, i think. i say this with some hesitation, however, because i always feel as though i'm waiting for the other shoe to drop. nevertheless i cant deny that for the first time in years i am happy, vibrant, not depressed or anxious, and generally in a good mood.
this feels really weird to me, as though it must be a trick somehow, as though it can all end in an instant. so for right now i'm trying to enjoy it and appreciating what i have RIGHT NOW.
anyway, this doesnt mean that work doesnt suck or anything. i still hate it here. i just say it with a smile now. :D
in other news, i think fruit makes me hungry. today i had an orange and immediately after i ate it i had the most incredible hunger pangs ever.
oh! i almost forgot! i almost got molested today. not joking.
so during my lunch break i was sitting at the Boston Commons (huge park) waiting for a phone call and reading a book, when i notice this 50-ish man sit in the bench across me. i continue to read for about 15 minutes until i realize he wont stop staring at me. i look up at him, only to realize that he was MASTURBATING!!! while staring right at me!! while 10 feet away from me!!
i was totally freaked out so i stood up and walked to the other side of the park and called matt. he calmed me down and told me to call a cop or something. i said i'd think about it and we hung up because i had to go back to work. as soon as i hung up, however, i realize that the old geezer is standing right behind me, finishing himself off!! he was following me!!
i immediately ran away and found a cop who thannkfully was standing by, and told him my nasty story, gave him the guy's description and went back to work, completely freaked out. disgusting. the worst part was i saw his boner. yea.
ok, that's enough for now. i think i've freaked you all out enough.
this feels really weird to me, as though it must be a trick somehow, as though it can all end in an instant. so for right now i'm trying to enjoy it and appreciating what i have RIGHT NOW.
anyway, this doesnt mean that work doesnt suck or anything. i still hate it here. i just say it with a smile now. :D
in other news, i think fruit makes me hungry. today i had an orange and immediately after i ate it i had the most incredible hunger pangs ever.
oh! i almost forgot! i almost got molested today. not joking.
so during my lunch break i was sitting at the Boston Commons (huge park) waiting for a phone call and reading a book, when i notice this 50-ish man sit in the bench across me. i continue to read for about 15 minutes until i realize he wont stop staring at me. i look up at him, only to realize that he was MASTURBATING!!! while staring right at me!! while 10 feet away from me!!
i was totally freaked out so i stood up and walked to the other side of the park and called matt. he calmed me down and told me to call a cop or something. i said i'd think about it and we hung up because i had to go back to work. as soon as i hung up, however, i realize that the old geezer is standing right behind me, finishing himself off!! he was following me!!
i immediately ran away and found a cop who thannkfully was standing by, and told him my nasty story, gave him the guy's description and went back to work, completely freaked out. disgusting. the worst part was i saw his boner. yea.
ok, that's enough for now. i think i've freaked you all out enough.