Pennsic War What to Say

Aug 13, 2007 17:28

Well I drove down with Keshet/Luna. Ready to leave the world of miserable job in Mundania. I was ready to dance the nights away with an African Middle Eastern Fusion. Well it had taken maybe three days for me to fully feel inpsired. I was too bust self critiquing as well as listening to the world around me and not to myself. I went through this I can't find my own Niche thing and it felt mighty crappy. I wanted to act more but didn't get around to it. I wanted to perform in the expo but didn't learn the dances in time. So most of the time I spent wandering, contemplating, reading and drinking coffee.
I realize now that I need to continue to act, dance more and create while at Pensic because otherwise I feel lost. For awhile,I just tried to embrace myself and this was nice, there was much inspiration and merriment. However I kept searching for something and I don't know what.
Phaiden and I had beautiful times together with much erotica and love, with some sneakiness here and there. It was as if it was our first Pensic War in that regard.
I was very wet this war and not in the good way as Phaiden would say. However when the rain subsided, the magic for me had returned. There was much dancing, laughter wandering,sweet mead, cute men with shrimp, massages,and music. I then felt good again but then I had to go. Now I am here and bleh.
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