i miss Rob
I need to get some feelings out. It's hard to even type this without crying. Rob has left (as of 3 pm) to Montgomery Alabama for 2 months.. maybe even 3. I've tried to keep myself busy but it's hard to keep my mind off of him. Went over to my dad's and now stepmom's with Vallerie. Hard to believe they are finally married. It's going to be very odd for awhile. Vallerie of course doesn't understand she has another grandma. Then we went grocery shopping at Kroger's. I swear everyone we go by thinks Vallerie is the cutest thing ever. Which she is. I just have to keep going. I have plenty to do but I don't have Rob to do it with. I can't share everything with him now. The most important thing is I miss his laugh. He really is a big kid. I just don't know how I'm going to do this. I know there are people to support me but there's no one to sleep with me at night but the cat.. and maybe Vallerie but she hogs the bed. In so many ways I miss him and it hasn't even been one day. I'm not sure if I should tell him I'm going to write in here. He doesn't have lj as far as I know. I might have to use this as a journal/diary for awhile. I really don't know what else to type in here. I love and miss Rob. That sums it up for now.