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By [URL=http://profile.imageshack.us/user/devdille]devdille[/URL] at 2011-01-06

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Maybe i can deal with 108, being my size and the lowest healthy weight. Maybe it's enough? Maybe I don't need sickness?

Every decision I make... it used to be governed by the E.D. Now I'm staring it in the face *sometimes* but now always.

I'm not recovered.
I don't know what I am

I've been losing weight. I've now lost half the weight I gained in treatment and am officially underweight (by 3 lbs only... but I don't want to stop there). Treatment started in June and ended at the end of September... I'm so conflicted. I don't want to have to go back... and I am pretty sure it will not come to that, but I'm so in love with ( Read more... )

Hey all. It's Dove. Maybe no one remembers me but I'm back. I got out of E.D. treatment in September and am doing well (though I am trying to lose weight). I recently tried SI after not doing it since March but it wasn't bad... still, kind of lame. Looking forward to getting to know all of you again.
<3

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Well I'm bad ad updating on my life and emotional status... I guess I can say I finished 3 1/2 months of treatment (inpatient) and now I'm in intensive outpatient (IOP) which has allowed me to work on 2 paintings (so far). And here they aaaare


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I'm BACK

...sorry for the time it will take to catch up on all you all's lives.

Basically treatment failed. I failed.
Here I am crawling back.
Please don't hate me...

I don't really expect anyone to follow this but ( Read more... )

So sorry I haven't updated in foreverrrr ( Read more... )

Short poem about vaguely wanting to recover from anorexia ( Read more... )