why do universities have to be so unhelpful?

[ladyalissiya]

I have been trying desprately to get my financial aid going and Texas A&M is a pain in the ass! I called them yesterday and they said I had to call the bank...I call the bank and they say they don't even see the larger of my two loans on my account! WTF?? So I call the school again about it...and the woman I talk to is basically telling me there is nothing I can do and that it's my parents responsibility. Never mind the fact that I will be the one to be paying all of my loans back. Needless to say I started crying when I talked to the school cause I was so frustrated that she was so unhelpful...I ended up handing the phone to chris cause I literally couldn't talk. Chris finally got some answers out of her and he got it straightened out *hopefully*

I guess I have also been depressed because, although I am not fat...i'm still bigger then I like. It's just frustrating because since I had my surgery I just can't shake the weight I gained while I was pretty much on bed rest. I just have to hold on though...just two more weeks till I can start going to the rec center with chris. goal for my 21st birthday is be be super gorgeous! and chris too...that way my bday can be fun fun on the beach somewhere :-) All in good time though I suppose.

One thing that is wonderful though...is chris. I am very happy with him lately. Although we may not be going anywhere with our relationship currently...he still makes me a very happy girl. yay for happy melissa :-P