uhhhh please no more work
I've been working really really long day recently. Like 9, 10, and 11 hour days....and i am getting burned out quick. I need the money and it's the only hours I could get...but geez. I am about to go crazy and start shredding people's printouts and foaming at the mouth. I just want several days where it is just me...maybe chris can be there too...but mostly me. I am just tired of people...tired of being bored and more importantly tired of work! It's so sad that we all spend most of our lives working at doing something we hate just to have 5 min a day we enjoy. (or at least that is how it works for me). I would love a life were I work and do what I want and enjoy it. The reason I picked music as my major was because I know that i won't continue doing something I don't like for very long. I guess my other problem today is that I am hurting. I am still recovering from my surgery and I am back to hurting. *sigh* not to mention I am still very bummed out about Melody and that stuff. I just wish sometimes that things were easier.
Oh interesting dream I had....
Last night right before I woke this morning I dreampt that my family and I (including chris) moved to this beautiful house in the country. I had gained weight (kinda like I am now...icky) from my surgery...well it some how turned out that I was pregnant and gave birth to a son. I spent the dream then protecting the child from this firey monster that came into our home...and also spending time being a family with chris and even my mom. That was a really odd dream...I've had one in the past where I was pregnant...but nothing more then that. Very crazy. Anyways that is what's going on recently.
Oh interesting dream I had....
Last night right before I woke this morning I dreampt that my family and I (including chris) moved to this beautiful house in the country. I had gained weight (kinda like I am now...icky) from my surgery...well it some how turned out that I was pregnant and gave birth to a son. I spent the dream then protecting the child from this firey monster that came into our home...and also spending time being a family with chris and even my mom. That was a really odd dream...I've had one in the past where I was pregnant...but nothing more then that. Very crazy. Anyways that is what's going on recently.