Oct 15, 2005 22:24
So tomorrow my aunt goes home and until she does, I'll be spending time with her. I'm not very excited because apparently she has some lecture to give me. Dad has warned me about it. She supposedly is going to talk to me about being more independant, getting a job, getting my license, getting a car, blah blah blah. Ugh....... I AM independant! Maybe too much! and I AM trying to get a job and a license! I can never win!!!! Gah!!!!
She's also apparently worried about me because I made the mistake of telling her how I lost weight a couple summer's ago. I was uncomfortable being 145 lbs, so I decided to lose weight, The way I ended up doing that is not really a diet, but more like practically starving myself for a couple months. I lost weight and have since then been a balanced 120 lbs. She's worried that I still starve myself. Every now and then I don't feel well and end up not eating, but it's not like it used to be.
plah....... I kinda dread tomorrow. I don't want her to leave, but I also don't want her to lecture me.
I hope I at least feel better tomorrow. The cold is fading and as always at the end of every cold or flu, I get nauseous and can't eat much, if anything at all. I've barely eaten anything today and I feel so nauseous, I have all day. ick ick ick!!!!!!!
Anyway, I suppose I should be going. I have some sweet dreams that must be dreamed ^_^ goodnight
Much love from me
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~kisses and hugs~
~Erica