So here is a
Up date
Life has taken an interesting turn I have been going through many ups and downs lately I’ve been getting carried away with depending to much on other people instead of my self but ive also been able to racigniz my flaws and try to start correcting them like now im taking one of my brakes from the one person that i have noticed ive been attaching myself to for a while now and so i am separating myself from them to get myself back on track and focusing more on myself then on others as well as forcing myself to depend on well myself
Its been odd though through the past few weeks many new horizons have presented them selves to me and I hae decided to explor them new people have entered my life and old have tried to make another apperance. I have noticed that I’ve been getting better at noticing what I want and how I’m going to aproch it. I’ve also noticed that I am getting stronger in some of my weekness for one depending on others to feel safe Yes I love the comfort and company of others but i do not need it all the time I’ve learnd that am happy sitting alone doing a hobby reading playing computer games and so on
I’d also like to say to those that I have depended so much on that I’m sorry but I am still learning so please bear with me
Smiles
Amanda