Mar 07, 2003 23:04
Sorry to have missed posting yesterday. I was completely out of it. Sleept the entire day, and i mean the entire day. Ohh well I am awake now and that is what matters.
I have learnt the trick of smile and nod. Ohh I knew it before but this week has me earning a BS degree in it. Ohh and if you look at them for a moment before smiling as if understanding or caring what is said works even better. Yes my days are this long and boring.
I am still tired, that is rather hard to understand, and hardly able to remain awake. I wonder what is lacking from my diet? Ohh well that is another worry all together. Now my only worry is to make it from day to day without screaming my frustrations.
Work is pretty tedious but I am spoiled. The sales people as well as the managers see to it that I know no discomfort or strain. At least there I don't have a mound of dishes waiting on me, or laundry or some other house chore.
Yes I am a neat freak, but even neat freaks like help in cleaning from time to time. I mean how hard is it to simply put a few dishes into the dishwasher. Even help cooking is wanted. I don't like cooking after working a full 11 hour day. Sure on my days off no biggie, but I am beat after work.
I just want at those times to scream and rant. No I am too mild tempered so you guys get to hear about it. Some days I wonder if every man was hit with the stupid stick. Sure I am female and pretty docile for a modern woman. I am not that docile. I was raised in the 90's not the 1950's.