Jan 07, 2005 20:17
LIBRA
Friday, January 7, 2005
An immature attitude will cause much havoc today. This is a day better spent aloof, as the risk of alienating others is quite predominant. Going without for a few days will bring your life's energy back into balance.
Whoa. Leik, whoa.
Today in school, there was a case of missing cellphones. I'm not entirely sure that my classmate Denise has found her cellphone already, but I was already in a bad mood. Didn't really know why I was in a bad mood, maybe I was just bored. So bored I wanted to open one of those hugeass windows in our classroom and start throwing everybody out of it one by one.
Anyway.
So people are shouting, they're trying to look for the phone, the class officers are SHOUTING FOR CALM (jigga whuuuuuuuuuut?!) so they can get control of the situation, no one is listening. I'm sitting quietly at my table, doodling the Evanescence symbol all over a single piece of paper, and I turn to Queenie, who was on the right of me coz to the left of me directly is the wall and the windows, and I say, "If they don't shut up soon, I'm going to blow my top. Seeruslee." And she's like, "Dude, keep your horses and hold your calm."
I tried, I really did. But dood, the more you tell my class to keep quiet, the more noise they make. It's unbelieveable. So I was like, "No. I'm holding on, I can do this..."
Half an hour later, about 75% of the class is gone, most off eating, Denise and her group of friends off looking for her cellphone. The rest of us that were left were...being noisy. Including me.
I was totally annoyed. Our third period was halfway over, our teacher wasn't there, could we go home already please, or last period teacher said he wasn't going to be able to make it to class today, PLZCANWEGOHOME. I suddenly felt very trapped, almost imprisoned. And I started saying so. Actually, I started shouting so. I was like, "I FEEEEELLLL SHOOOOOOOO TRAPPEDEDED! LET ME OUT! I WANT TO GO HOME! LET ME OOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTT!" being totally childish and annoying the hell out of people within a 20-foot radius of me. So yeah. I just left. But was very childish about it first.
And...and...and...
::EL POUTO:: MY MUM JUST TOOK AWAY MY NEWLY OPENED BAG OF SOUR CREAM LAYS NOOOOOEEEESSSSSSS MYWORLDMYWORLD!!!!
I want to throw a fit. I want it back, I want my Lays back, WAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
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Me being childish again...
Namárië,
~Sáthien
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