2 weeks 2 days left
My life is miserable now. I live in my own jail. I have never blamed myself so much for not archiving anything before.
All other people look to me so happy and strong, and free. They do not have qualifier exam (well, at least do not have it ANY MORE or do not have it RIGHT NOW).
I do not go out, I do not do any chores, I do not speak with people. All my talks ends up with complains. I am like many those bitchy girls who are always on diets. They assume they deserved to be out of social life just because they suffer.
I want this post to remind me later how pathetic one can be following his ambitions.
All other people look to me so happy and strong, and free. They do not have qualifier exam (well, at least do not have it ANY MORE or do not have it RIGHT NOW).
I do not go out, I do not do any chores, I do not speak with people. All my talks ends up with complains. I am like many those bitchy girls who are always on diets. They assume they deserved to be out of social life just because they suffer.
I want this post to remind me later how pathetic one can be following his ambitions.