LIPO-SUCTION would be so much easier...
This week no school on Tuesday so I would have off Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday and then film on Wednesday at 1:40... but work kinda screwed me over. I'm working all weekend and then Monday and Thursday. ;_; my body will ache. But hell I need the exercise and the money and this will allow me to get both. Curves isn't so bad after-all. And hell, Nicole joined again XD this makes me very happy, she makes me like to work- a whole lot. Besides, I gained the weight back that I had lost from having the flu and this makes me very angry... well, what did I expect? I started eating solid food again lol. Not to mention the junk food from Valentines Day... fucking holiday. It's such a god damn joke. Eh... I sound like a lonely single person. (BUT I AM!! ;_;) I feel fat fat fat. I hate food lol. But hey at very least I've been getting alot of support. Nicole always encourages me and even my brother started going to the gym. As a matter of fact Nick and I made a little competition out of our weight loss. We're playing our own ghetto "biggest looser" and weighing in each week to see who lost more weight. We should have so sort of prize lol. But after the shit I ate this week (like a whole box of teddy grahams in two sittings) I bet I lost. I'm lighter from when we started but still heavier then when I was from the flu. Whatever, I just have to keep strong, keep it up and eat most of my food in bar form lol Health food bars rule!!!
At very least work will help in my will to loose the weight. Even one of my co-workers is starting to try and loose weight. We had a discussion about this and that last night and I only realise hours after how much the conversation pissed me off. She was like "When we work together and I want to order Chinese Food, yell at me if I want to order Chicken and Brocoli, I shouldn't have it" Ok, first of all I'm not going to yell at her for eating something thats prefectly healthy. Yes, the sauce may not be the best thing in the world for a person to have but all together calorieking.com (like my favourite site evar) says that it's only 280 calories for a small. -_- Anyway, I told her I'd encourage her to get egg drop soup instead of yelling at her. I usually get the egg drop soup (it's under 100 cals). Anyway so we started talking and she was like "I'm just afraid to do harm to myself... because I used to throw up. I used to throw up alot." For some reason this pisses me off. I guess it's because she wants to loose 15 pounds and shes like 140-somthing. I think 145. And I feel like shes at such a low weight for copping out. I think I'm more pissed off becuase whenever we work together I lead the areobics while she sits behind the counter. We're supposed to split the workout. And I feel like I could sit on my ass too and stick my fingers down my throat instead to loose weight, but no I work my ass off to do it healthy.
I'm just frustrated. I wanted to loose 50 punds by my birthday and it doesn't seem to want to happen. I used to average loosing 10 pounds a month. Now I'm lucky if I manage 5! It's terrible. My body got used to the workout. But honestly, I haven't been the best when it comes to intake. I have to get my ass in gear or I'm just going to disappoint myself more... Swim suit season approaches and I am still significantly over-weight.
On a happier note my parents are going away and I have the whole house to myself. So, when I'm not working I can spend time with friends and we're free to trash the place. HA! Also, I'm at work right now. No one is working out so I'm just waiting to lead the areobics. I'll jump on the machines anyway if no one comes in because I need to force myself to workout. Also, I'm going to call Nicole and her mom to harass them to come in and wokrout (and keep me company hehe) It'll force all of us to get our asses in better shape lol. But I wanted to post the lyrics to THE most ridiculous song I have ever heard. We play it at work? Why? I have no idea... probably because Curves is prodominantly a southernly owned franchise and all those hicks love shit like this. But seriously, read the lyrics they are so stupid they paralell "Someone left the cake out in the rain... I don't think that I can take it, cause it took so long to make it and I'll never find that recipe again!!! OHH NOOOO!!!!" lol (Whats sad is, I think we have that song too ;_;)
Well I aint never
been the barbie doll type
no I can't swig that sweet champaigne
I'd rather drink beer all night
In a tavern or in a honky tonk
I want a 4 wheel drive tailgate
I've got posters on my wall of Skynard, Kid and Straight
Some people look down on my
But I don't give a rip
I stand barefooted in my own front yard with a baby in on my hip
Cause I'm redneck woman
I aint no high class broad
I'm just a product of my rasin'
And I say "hey y'all" and "Yee Haw"
And I keep my christmas lights on my front porch all year long
And I know all the words to every Charle Daniels song
So here's to all my sisters out there keeping it country
Let me get a big "Hell Yea" from the redneck girls like me
Hell Yeah
Hell Yeah
Victoria's Secret
Well thier stuff's real nice
Oh but I can buy the same damn thing on a Wal*Mart shelf half price
And still look sexy
Just as sexy
As those models on tv
No I don't need no designer tag to make my men want me
You might think I'm trashy
A little too hard core
But get in my neck of the woods
I'm just the girl next door
Hey I'm redneck woman
I aint no high class broad
I'm just a product of my rasin'
And I say "hey y'all" and "Yee Haw"
And I keep my christmas lights on my front porch all year long
And I know all the words to every Tanya Tucker song
So here's to all my sisters out there keeping it country
Let me get a big "Hell Yea" from the redneck girls like me
Hell Yeah
Hell Yeah
I'm redneck woman
I aint no high class broad
I'm just a product of my rasin'
And I say "hey y'all" and "Yee Haw"
And I keep my christmas lights on my front porch all year long
And I know all the words to every Ol' Bo Seafus song
So here's to all my sisters out there keeping it country
Let me get a big "Hell Yea" from the redneck girls like me
Hell Yeah
Hell Yeah
Hell Yeah
Hell Yeah
Hell Yeah
Hell Yeah
I Said Hell Yeah
At very least work will help in my will to loose the weight. Even one of my co-workers is starting to try and loose weight. We had a discussion about this and that last night and I only realise hours after how much the conversation pissed me off. She was like "When we work together and I want to order Chinese Food, yell at me if I want to order Chicken and Brocoli, I shouldn't have it" Ok, first of all I'm not going to yell at her for eating something thats prefectly healthy. Yes, the sauce may not be the best thing in the world for a person to have but all together calorieking.com (like my favourite site evar) says that it's only 280 calories for a small. -_- Anyway, I told her I'd encourage her to get egg drop soup instead of yelling at her. I usually get the egg drop soup (it's under 100 cals). Anyway so we started talking and she was like "I'm just afraid to do harm to myself... because I used to throw up. I used to throw up alot." For some reason this pisses me off. I guess it's because she wants to loose 15 pounds and shes like 140-somthing. I think 145. And I feel like shes at such a low weight for copping out. I think I'm more pissed off becuase whenever we work together I lead the areobics while she sits behind the counter. We're supposed to split the workout. And I feel like I could sit on my ass too and stick my fingers down my throat instead to loose weight, but no I work my ass off to do it healthy.
I'm just frustrated. I wanted to loose 50 punds by my birthday and it doesn't seem to want to happen. I used to average loosing 10 pounds a month. Now I'm lucky if I manage 5! It's terrible. My body got used to the workout. But honestly, I haven't been the best when it comes to intake. I have to get my ass in gear or I'm just going to disappoint myself more... Swim suit season approaches and I am still significantly over-weight.
On a happier note my parents are going away and I have the whole house to myself. So, when I'm not working I can spend time with friends and we're free to trash the place. HA! Also, I'm at work right now. No one is working out so I'm just waiting to lead the areobics. I'll jump on the machines anyway if no one comes in because I need to force myself to workout. Also, I'm going to call Nicole and her mom to harass them to come in and wokrout (and keep me company hehe) It'll force all of us to get our asses in better shape lol. But I wanted to post the lyrics to THE most ridiculous song I have ever heard. We play it at work? Why? I have no idea... probably because Curves is prodominantly a southernly owned franchise and all those hicks love shit like this. But seriously, read the lyrics they are so stupid they paralell "Someone left the cake out in the rain... I don't think that I can take it, cause it took so long to make it and I'll never find that recipe again!!! OHH NOOOO!!!!" lol (Whats sad is, I think we have that song too ;_;)
Well I aint never
been the barbie doll type
no I can't swig that sweet champaigne
I'd rather drink beer all night
In a tavern or in a honky tonk
I want a 4 wheel drive tailgate
I've got posters on my wall of Skynard, Kid and Straight
Some people look down on my
But I don't give a rip
I stand barefooted in my own front yard with a baby in on my hip
Cause I'm redneck woman
I aint no high class broad
I'm just a product of my rasin'
And I say "hey y'all" and "Yee Haw"
And I keep my christmas lights on my front porch all year long
And I know all the words to every Charle Daniels song
So here's to all my sisters out there keeping it country
Let me get a big "Hell Yea" from the redneck girls like me
Hell Yeah
Hell Yeah
Victoria's Secret
Well thier stuff's real nice
Oh but I can buy the same damn thing on a Wal*Mart shelf half price
And still look sexy
Just as sexy
As those models on tv
No I don't need no designer tag to make my men want me
You might think I'm trashy
A little too hard core
But get in my neck of the woods
I'm just the girl next door
Hey I'm redneck woman
I aint no high class broad
I'm just a product of my rasin'
And I say "hey y'all" and "Yee Haw"
And I keep my christmas lights on my front porch all year long
And I know all the words to every Tanya Tucker song
So here's to all my sisters out there keeping it country
Let me get a big "Hell Yea" from the redneck girls like me
Hell Yeah
Hell Yeah
I'm redneck woman
I aint no high class broad
I'm just a product of my rasin'
And I say "hey y'all" and "Yee Haw"
And I keep my christmas lights on my front porch all year long
And I know all the words to every Ol' Bo Seafus song
So here's to all my sisters out there keeping it country
Let me get a big "Hell Yea" from the redneck girls like me
Hell Yeah
Hell Yeah
Hell Yeah
Hell Yeah
Hell Yeah
Hell Yeah
I Said Hell Yeah