No different, really...
Today was... wierd. I was feeling very manic. You know, the usual... one minute happy then next depressed. But yea, thats my life.
I feel so... neglected? I suppose... no, more so... forgotten... and I feel bad that some people aren't replying to my posts and no one's given me a call in a long time but... I guess they have their own problems to deal with. I just get to feeling so alone and morbidly depressed. And I hate being the one who always asks to hang out. I'm like the social organizer of all of my relationships.. god I'm so needy! KILL ME!! grrr....
But thanks for the people who are around for me on LJ, people I don't even know that make me feel better lol. So, thanks to you guys!
I can't wait for work to END... just three more days and it's all OVER... then Johnny's where I can "get away from it all". And Finally, the dreaded preparation for school! Bum-bum-bum!! :P
I feel so... neglected? I suppose... no, more so... forgotten... and I feel bad that some people aren't replying to my posts and no one's given me a call in a long time but... I guess they have their own problems to deal with. I just get to feeling so alone and morbidly depressed. And I hate being the one who always asks to hang out. I'm like the social organizer of all of my relationships.. god I'm so needy! KILL ME!! grrr....
But thanks for the people who are around for me on LJ, people I don't even know that make me feel better lol. So, thanks to you guys!
I can't wait for work to END... just three more days and it's all OVER... then Johnny's where I can "get away from it all". And Finally, the dreaded preparation for school! Bum-bum-bum!! :P