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Wow two postings after all this time. Go me. I remembered something else which I thought was kind of funny. The group of friends that I had, Anthony, Kyle, Shari and Bryan oh yeah and Tim has basically broke up. Anthony and Shari are at each others throats. They are fighting because according to Anthony, Shari called his girlfriend a liar and according to Shari, Lauren lied. Honestly....I don't give a shit. This year I didn't have to go to Shari's party, thank goodness, because Anthony didn't want to go and he was my ride. I just thought that it was amazing that after all this time, its finally come apart and I was afraid to end the friendships and now it doesn't matter. I'm kind of friends with Shari. I am always expecting her to try and be above me when it comes to guys but since she doesn't know the guys that I do than its fine with me. Bryan and I are eh. Since I never see him, i'm ok with him. Tim and I are falling apart. I was so upset with him and I know that I can't rely on him. Whats the point of a friend that you can't rely on. Though now that I think about it, I told Tim about Bryan and he's been nothing but good with that information and he was there for me this year when I needed him to be. Anyways Tim and I had to a project for one of my Forensics classes and he didn't do anything. No work. He did apologize so I guess I should give him a break. I don't know. Anyways so Shari and Bryan are still friends of course and Anthony and Kyle still are. Kyle is still friends with Shari and Bryan. The thing is Anthony and I are also friends and I talked to Anthony about it and he said that Shari was nothing but manipulative and I know that she is so Anthony and I share the same sentiments when it comes to Shari. Anthony and Bryan are ok. Anton told me that he was ok with Bryan but he wasn't exactly friends with him because he knows that Bryan will stick up for Shari because he wants to get into her pants. Thats exactly how I felt too and thats why I can understand where Anthony is coming from. That is probably why i'm in the middle with Kyle even though I'm more on Anthony's side. The thing is though since I am very busy with school, I could care less. It was actually kind of nice this semester not seeing Bryan a lot. I saw him only on Fridays and the weekends and sometimes not even then. It has definitely reduced the amount of stress that I have had in my life. The only person who caused stress was Elisa. I think I kind of brought a lot of that on myself too but you know live and learn. She really is a cool girl its just sometimes she gets on my nerves. I think next year is going to be better because Bryan and I won't even be in the same complex and Elisa and I aren't going to be roommates. My life is looking up. There is a song that kind of explains what i'm going through or better yet what I went through this past year. Its by Celtic Woman and its called Caledonia. "Well i've moved and kept on moving/ through the points that I needed improving/ Lost the friends that I needed losing/ Found others on the way/ I've kissed the fellows and left them crying/ stolen dreams yes there's no denying." This song described me!!