AHHH EVERYTHING IS PISSING ME OFF TODAY!!
OMG i can't survive. I miss my freedom. It sucks being home....i'm like five minutes away from my house and my mom freaks out. ITS soooo fucking annoying. I miss my freedom...do what I want when I want it. Work sucked today cuz i made some mistakes and Jeff whose in charge of Loss Prevention kept throwing them down my throat. I mean I know that I missed up but continuing to throw it down my throat isn't going to solve anything. AHHH you stupid fucking jackass....back the fuck off. I have enough to do w/o you pissing me off to. PLus I had all of the stupid bitches that kept bitching at me. SORRY THAT I CNA'T DO WHAT YOU WANT BUT I'M TRYING TO KEEP MY JOB SO STOP BITCHING AND SHUT THE FUCK UP. Oh then I'm in a good mood and I'm trying to talk to Bryan and he's being fucking pissy so he's like ignoring me then he just leaves. GOD I hate it when he's in this mood cuz i def dont' need him acting pissy towards me either or to have him snapping at me. AHH YOU BASTARD....but maybe i get mad cuz i'm still trying to get over him? I mean i know that i said that i was but i still think about him a lot and I do want to go to the wedding with him. IDK the only thing that i have for hope is the fact that if its meant to be then it will happen. I mean I might say that i'm over him but I have a feeling that all its going to take is a look at him for me to fall over him again. I wonder if I had fallen in love with him. I don't think so...actually i'm sure that I didn't but you know what....if he had gone out with me then he would have been my first love...oh well his lost right. AHHH OMG. IDK ppl are making me soooooooooooooooooooooooooo mad!!! Oh well i'll survive. I know that I will and I have kingdom hearts and that makes me happy cuz i'm getting far in it!!!! So enough of now for my bitching!!!