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Is it weird that I can attach myself really easily to people that I barely know? Maybe it was because of the extreme situation, but when Louise (one of the French ICPs) was having a panic attack in the tunnel in front of the break room before I went to work I wanted so badly to help her (and I've never spoken to her before) but there were people around her and they had called the paramedics already. So all I did was stand next to Forbes and ask him questions and clutch my book to my chest, wishing I was clinging to Forbes for comfort.
I hope he didn't think I was just standing there because some people have a bizarre want to see these things. I just wanted her to stop being in pain. I wanted her to know that she was going to be okay even though it felt so horrible. I just stood there almost whimpering, holding my book as close to me as I could.
I also want to state that because I had a dream about being molested by the oldest Jonas Brother, not only do I feel violated and if they ever come up to me in the course of me working at Disney World I'd freak the fuck out, but I realized that they're like a myth to me. I've seen them in the press but even though they're so popular they don't seem to really exist. Genesis said it's like fairies, they're only visible to people fourteen and under.
I hope he didn't think I was just standing there because some people have a bizarre want to see these things. I just wanted her to stop being in pain. I wanted her to know that she was going to be okay even though it felt so horrible. I just stood there almost whimpering, holding my book as close to me as I could.
I also want to state that because I had a dream about being molested by the oldest Jonas Brother, not only do I feel violated and if they ever come up to me in the course of me working at Disney World I'd freak the fuck out, but I realized that they're like a myth to me. I've seen them in the press but even though they're so popular they don't seem to really exist. Genesis said it's like fairies, they're only visible to people fourteen and under.