Dec 22, 2005 13:14
So I am baking cookies for my mother while she at work. What a wonderful family we are....yeah right. I got home yesterday afternoon. There doesn't seem like there is any type of warmth left here. I mean, i know that my mom a nd i have been at odds for a while, but meh. Maybe i should get used to the fact that I really don't have a family anymore. Just people related to eachother. I went to see the Doctor about my stomach yesterday. They really have no clue whats going on with it.
I am talking to Greller, who is leavig in a month to study abroad. he is going to spain. I am trying to find a summer program that works with opera and the voice. I think going out of the country will be good for the boy. Somehow I think leaving that city will make him grow a great deal, not that new york is wonderful and not like I don't miss it. But people like cohen and greller need to learn that the world is so expansive. What i wouldn't give to pack Cohen up in a box and make him live somewhere like jackson mississippi. HAHAHAHAHA. I guess thats a little mean. Sigh. I really don't like this season. It makes me want a real family.