Hypnotic Kind of Day
its been really weird today...i mean i'm really out of it. all week has been really unusual, i've been in a very good mood and today was the first day that i could concentrate. i didnt get as much done as i wanted to but i did more than i expected to get done. today though i was totally disconnected from everything like i was in my own little world. if was nice and i seemed to work efficently enough, i cant explain it and i wont try. i dont know what is happening with this whole brandon situation and i am sure that it is driving you guys crazy but i get to thinking about it and i go crazy. i'm ok when i dont think about it, which is all day. and i think about scott instead. not that i have a chance in hell with him but thats ok...i like dreaming. speaking of dreaming i'm off to bed. nite!