Missing The Familiar
Okay so lately I've been kind of tossing things around in my head. And it just dawned on me why I've been in such an odd mood lately... I've been missing my close friends and family.. That and the fact that people seem to keep coming into my life and then walking right out of it is starting to seriously take a toll on me.. And now theres just a couple of people in my life that I just don't want around me anymore. And then theres some that I just can't seem to get over. Like I keep getting these ideas about them and their intentions and it keeps plauging me. And of course I have noone to talk to about it so it just keeps bottling up inside of me and it's about to drive me nutty. Not to mention I just feel the need to get out and just go have fun and be away from everything that is going on right now and I just can't. Mainly due to not having a way to go anywhere. Gods I just need a damn vacation right now. So yeah anyways I'ma go lay in my bed and stare at the ceiling and wonder why things have happened the way they have in my life.