~*Beach Bums And Waxing*~
Well today has been fun.. Got up at the crack ass of dawn to go to the beach.. Stayed there from like 9 in the mornin till about 2:30... Read most of the time while Mercedes and Michele tanned.. And of course they were decked out in bikini's, me? I was the one wearing pants and a tank lol.. Yes I didn't fit in the group at all.. I mainly went to get out of the apartment and away from my roommate.. Then after all of that we go for pedicures and manicures... And somehow I get talked into getting my eyebrows waxed.. Owies. Not to mention the chick doing it was just fucking evil! I told her I'm very sensitive and have no tolerance for pain what so ever and she laughs when I wince and whimper.. And then the damn woman pulls out the tweezers.. OMG she needed to be fired or something.. She practically yanked my skin off with those.. Ug yeah not fun.. Then she gets pissy with me for not leaving her a tip... Oh fucking well.. So yeah that was my day.. Not much to it really... But then again there never really is.. Swear I want a fucking job or something to occupy my time while I'm here.. If only I weren't pregnant then I could still be working at Ross or something. But my being on my feet for 8 hours straight at work put my health at risk with the baby and all.. So I had to quit... Fuckin erg.. I've also been feeling kind of depressed.. I duno I just feel fuckin lonely and in a way homesick for my friends. I hardly talk to Angel anymore.. I think I talked to her maybe twice last month if that.. And then Anshar, I barely talk to him. It's just kinda depressing really. And half of the people I talk to online I don't have anything in common with them anymore. Or they just bore me or I don't remember where I met them. I don't know.. I guess I'm just feeling isolated here. With not having friends close by and the friends I do make, they end up just walking away because they are done with the whole program. It's like just constant testing of my sanity. When will it stop? Anyways, I'ma hop off of here and make something to eat (yet again..ug) maybe watch something and hopefully head over to Mercedes for a little bit or something. I'll try and update this more often.