May 14, 2005 11:59
Ah its an OK Saturday morn although most of the start of it I've been sleeping and playing Jade Empire.
Awesome game.
Anyways, my grandma is in the hospital for pneumonia (not sure if i spelled that right). I went to see her yesterday when she was first placed in a room and she seemed fine. I'm just glad she's getting the care she needs although I don't quite trust anyone within that hospital (then again i don't trust hardly any doctor except my old allergenist). She'll leave hopefully by Monday morning to make sure they get all of the fluid out of her lungs.
While I was there yesterday my mom was there and my uncle and my grandma's brother (great uncle). For the first time in my life I really felt comfortable around my family. I had so much anger towards all of them that it was difficult to be comfortable and actually have lengthy conversations with any of them. But yesterday I was to stay for about half an hour and ended up staying for and hour and a half. Just sitting there talking with them felt great and I could be honest with them and not feel awkward about it. The first time EVER.
So maybe my grandma's sudden sickness was a good thing.
I dunno.....:)