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I'm getting over Charlie and I'm happy about it. The other day I saw him, he was walking right next to me. Normally I would just completely go brain dead, stop mid sentence and just kind of stare. But, I just looked and kept on talking like normal and about bacon no less. I had to take a double take to realize it was him. Now that made my day. I can still look at him and enjoy it but I'm not attached. I love it. I'm much happier not expecting or caring about him or what he does. Now I must progress to completely being over him.
My sexy blonde freshman came to school today. But only for the morning. I didn't even catch a glimpse. Dammit. I missed the sexiness. :( Well I have all next year don't I? :D
I swear I'm gonna kill Spencer. So I've been messing with my neighbor for years. I'd whistle and laugh at him from a distance and he would look around to see who it was. It was freakin hilarious. So I told Spencer about this thinking he wouldn't care. So yesterday he sees me(and my neighbor just happened to be standing next to him) and says "hey gabby!" and so I'm about to respond when he starts babbling, "Hey isn't that the guy you used to whistle at?! *points* She lives in mentmore you know." I look up at neighbor boy and then look back at spencer and glare and walk off. I could feel my face burning. I don't ever remember being that embarassed before. I don't know why he did that but he deserves to be smacked for it. Hopefully neighbor boy doesn't think I have a thing for him.
The AP test is gonna be insane. Preparation is gonna be a bitch.
It's weird when you don't have anyone to think about then you think about yourself alone or who you could be with. It's sad how lonely you feel. You think about things that could be. The sadness overwhelms you and then you find something to distract yourself. That's what I'm doing now.
Well I'm off. I think I'll obsess over Patrick. :)
My sexy blonde freshman came to school today. But only for the morning. I didn't even catch a glimpse. Dammit. I missed the sexiness. :( Well I have all next year don't I? :D
I swear I'm gonna kill Spencer. So I've been messing with my neighbor for years. I'd whistle and laugh at him from a distance and he would look around to see who it was. It was freakin hilarious. So I told Spencer about this thinking he wouldn't care. So yesterday he sees me(and my neighbor just happened to be standing next to him) and says "hey gabby!" and so I'm about to respond when he starts babbling, "Hey isn't that the guy you used to whistle at?! *points* She lives in mentmore you know." I look up at neighbor boy and then look back at spencer and glare and walk off. I could feel my face burning. I don't ever remember being that embarassed before. I don't know why he did that but he deserves to be smacked for it. Hopefully neighbor boy doesn't think I have a thing for him.
The AP test is gonna be insane. Preparation is gonna be a bitch.
It's weird when you don't have anyone to think about then you think about yourself alone or who you could be with. It's sad how lonely you feel. You think about things that could be. The sadness overwhelms you and then you find something to distract yourself. That's what I'm doing now.
Well I'm off. I think I'll obsess over Patrick. :)