Health and mood update
Okay............the coughing thing seems to be going away although my neck and back and rib cage still hurt from coughing so much.
I smell like medicine.......yes, my skin and everything. I detest that but I couldn't sleep from the coughing thing which was making me sicker so I took tons of it the last few days.
The sinus thing is not as bad this morning although I am expecting to get hammered as the low moves in. I cannot believe how much sinus drainage comes from my head. I think my brain must be melting.
I am still not much in a mood to socialize. I can't even pick out the "I don't feel good/leave me alone" from the "end of the winter/sun-deprived depression" moods. I've had a few hits to my hopes and dreams lately and need some time to sort out how I feel. OR NOT........there's always denial and keep on keeping on which always works pretty well for me.
I am sure I am an optimist BUT I'm also a realist. Sometimes, the reality of how hard we're working to get by and how nothing works out the way I planned just drags on me.
Kitchen sink is still NOT draining. I can't stand to work in there. I owe out "holiday" goodies--good thing I didn't specify WHICH holiday.
OKAY, I'm done whining. Now to the suck-it-up and look on the bright side part of the post.
I've got some mending done just to get it out of here and some shirts to mail to a friend and a paid project to work on this week.
I need to get Jordan back in school here and that involves TONS of paperwork. BUT.....at least I know he has his MEAP money he can use in MI to get started. I'm pretty sure he can test out of some stuff he learned at Lincoln.
Baron Wars is back on at the fort and it will probably be the last time they have the event there. I LOVE that place for an event--even if there have been as many NOT-so-good memories as good ones. I bet they have an excellent turn out because people will want to be there for the last time. Johanna and I are merchanting and I want to get some different stuff ready besides little bags. Hopefully, I can spend a couple days out at her place soon and we can crank out some embroideries.
OOOOOOOOOO.......coffee's ready and it's raining on my sky lights. Except for meeting the ballroom dress lady sometime this weekend, I have nothing HORRIBLY pressing to do.......get everyone else off to work, make food, clean up and sew.
I'm sure there will be a fire tonight for when John gets home from work.
Oh yipes, the moon's in Leo. I just noticed that. NOT that I REALLY believe in such things. hahahahahahahaha!
LOVE & STARS
LL
I smell like medicine.......yes, my skin and everything. I detest that but I couldn't sleep from the coughing thing which was making me sicker so I took tons of it the last few days.
The sinus thing is not as bad this morning although I am expecting to get hammered as the low moves in. I cannot believe how much sinus drainage comes from my head. I think my brain must be melting.
I am still not much in a mood to socialize. I can't even pick out the "I don't feel good/leave me alone" from the "end of the winter/sun-deprived depression" moods. I've had a few hits to my hopes and dreams lately and need some time to sort out how I feel. OR NOT........there's always denial and keep on keeping on which always works pretty well for me.
I am sure I am an optimist BUT I'm also a realist. Sometimes, the reality of how hard we're working to get by and how nothing works out the way I planned just drags on me.
Kitchen sink is still NOT draining. I can't stand to work in there. I owe out "holiday" goodies--good thing I didn't specify WHICH holiday.
OKAY, I'm done whining. Now to the suck-it-up and look on the bright side part of the post.
I've got some mending done just to get it out of here and some shirts to mail to a friend and a paid project to work on this week.
I need to get Jordan back in school here and that involves TONS of paperwork. BUT.....at least I know he has his MEAP money he can use in MI to get started. I'm pretty sure he can test out of some stuff he learned at Lincoln.
Baron Wars is back on at the fort and it will probably be the last time they have the event there. I LOVE that place for an event--even if there have been as many NOT-so-good memories as good ones. I bet they have an excellent turn out because people will want to be there for the last time. Johanna and I are merchanting and I want to get some different stuff ready besides little bags. Hopefully, I can spend a couple days out at her place soon and we can crank out some embroideries.
OOOOOOOOOO.......coffee's ready and it's raining on my sky lights. Except for meeting the ballroom dress lady sometime this weekend, I have nothing HORRIBLY pressing to do.......get everyone else off to work, make food, clean up and sew.
I'm sure there will be a fire tonight for when John gets home from work.
Oh yipes, the moon's in Leo. I just noticed that. NOT that I REALLY believe in such things. hahahahahahahaha!
LOVE & STARS
LL