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had a good christmas :) passed my driving test first time on sandy's birthday :D so got some fun car stuff for christmas. little miss naughty steering wheel cover and dice lol. and a visor organiser. lots of pink stuff. and sandy got me a chocolate fountain, and a teddy whose tummy you can remove and heat up and then put back in and hes warm and soft and smells of lavendar and its soooooooooo nice :) it's to keep me company while he's away snowboarding.
i miss him :( teddy's so nice and soft, but not as good as having sandy here. :( i called him last night :) was really nice to hear him.
im half way through my second year now. ish. and feeling the stress start to build up. im doing some work now with stuff, and getting as much planned out as possible so i can spend more time making the stuff. like the light. im sorting out the electronics with my dad, and getting little silly parts that i need. i've also just found out that UV light is harmfull, and you are supposed to block it. so i need to find out if the stuff im using is enough to block the harmfull bits of UV. so i have to sort that out as well. my light's coming together quite well though. got all the parts sorted out pretty much, just have to put them all together. i even found some felt to put on the bottom to give it a base :)
automator is planned out, just need to find the final measurements when i go home and then into the workshop to build it. shouldn't take too long tho. ut i am worried about it cause i need to have one thing t demonstrate for the client presentation. but i dont know what i need to say for the presentation. the book isnt much help. but hey i'll figure something out.
random thought - why has the post office become communist? its now the people's something, at the people's post office.
how random. and it appears to have gone green instead of red. strange thing.
one thing in the back of my mind is the monkey and my relationship. i love him so much, and we both know how much we mean to each other. and we've both said that we are going to get married and live in this wonderful house. (how amazing is it that we want the same thing in a house? modernish kitchen with aga, and a lovely wooden old style library :) ) but then again i wonder if i can really marry him. at the moment the idea of marrying him and spending the rest of my life with him is ideal. but then again the thought of me actually getting married scares the hell outta me. the relationship is getting serious, we're basically living together now, and this sorta scares me. i love living with him, but the thought of properly comitting and making it concrete and serious both scares me and makes me incredibly happy. and the worst part is i dont even know what im scared of. i cant see any reason we'd ever split up. he always makes me happy, even when i feel crap he knows just what to do to cheer me up again. we dont argue at all, he can always fix any problems i have, and he makes me feel incredibly special and sexy. we have a fantastic intimate relationship that i couldnt be happier about, and we both love climbing and kiddie movies.
so what the hell am i worried about? the thought of losing him petrifies me, so why am i scared? meh.
right im going to have a shower.
i miss him :( teddy's so nice and soft, but not as good as having sandy here. :( i called him last night :) was really nice to hear him.
im half way through my second year now. ish. and feeling the stress start to build up. im doing some work now with stuff, and getting as much planned out as possible so i can spend more time making the stuff. like the light. im sorting out the electronics with my dad, and getting little silly parts that i need. i've also just found out that UV light is harmfull, and you are supposed to block it. so i need to find out if the stuff im using is enough to block the harmfull bits of UV. so i have to sort that out as well. my light's coming together quite well though. got all the parts sorted out pretty much, just have to put them all together. i even found some felt to put on the bottom to give it a base :)
automator is planned out, just need to find the final measurements when i go home and then into the workshop to build it. shouldn't take too long tho. ut i am worried about it cause i need to have one thing t demonstrate for the client presentation. but i dont know what i need to say for the presentation. the book isnt much help. but hey i'll figure something out.
random thought - why has the post office become communist? its now the people's something, at the people's post office.
how random. and it appears to have gone green instead of red. strange thing.
one thing in the back of my mind is the monkey and my relationship. i love him so much, and we both know how much we mean to each other. and we've both said that we are going to get married and live in this wonderful house. (how amazing is it that we want the same thing in a house? modernish kitchen with aga, and a lovely wooden old style library :) ) but then again i wonder if i can really marry him. at the moment the idea of marrying him and spending the rest of my life with him is ideal. but then again the thought of me actually getting married scares the hell outta me. the relationship is getting serious, we're basically living together now, and this sorta scares me. i love living with him, but the thought of properly comitting and making it concrete and serious both scares me and makes me incredibly happy. and the worst part is i dont even know what im scared of. i cant see any reason we'd ever split up. he always makes me happy, even when i feel crap he knows just what to do to cheer me up again. we dont argue at all, he can always fix any problems i have, and he makes me feel incredibly special and sexy. we have a fantastic intimate relationship that i couldnt be happier about, and we both love climbing and kiddie movies.
so what the hell am i worried about? the thought of losing him petrifies me, so why am i scared? meh.
right im going to have a shower.