So I had this dream today. I was on some sort of railroad or something. My mother and I were riding them. While we were at the top I slip out of my cart or whatever and I start falling. I fell into this deep lake water. I remember it being dark and the water was heavy. I was afraid because I can't swim and then I couldn't see. After this I woke up and I was like whoa. That shit seemed real.
So I just looked up a dream dictionary. Apparently falling indicates: "Losing Balance - Dreams of losing balance suggests that the problem lays within you. You are not stable at this moment and need grounding in your life. You need to find ways to become more confident with people and with yourself-" and then the water: "Unclear / Muddy or Dirty Water - Suggests that your dwelling in your own negativity. You need to take a break and clear your mind. It is likely that your thought process is clouded and needs some sort of cleansing. Muddy water is not a good symbol, it suggest that you need to remove all the heaviness in your life in order to see clear." taken from www.dreamdictionary.org
So basically the dream means I'm unstable and I need more structure. The dwelling in negativity fits me at certain times I will admit.
So yeah I thought I'd record this dream here. I need to start keeping track of them.
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http://leia-solo.dreamwidth.org/336016.html