May 21, 2002 00:12
So the past week has been kinda crappy.. eneded up having to stay at Riv3ts house way too long cause my car got towed after Metro. Which by the way i missed because I fell asleep in the car and eneded up sleeping almost all the way through it.. Afterwards we were supposed to meet Lainey at Ihop, but somehow I missed getting directions to the blasted place and we ended up just going back to OC.
So yeah my car in in the impound and It gonna be about 250 total ( dmv fees and impound lot fees) just to get it out. So hopefully the Mouse will come through with a correct paycheck this week.
Saturday I eneded up braiding this dudes hair. It turned out decent, but God is that man a bit annoying. I can tolerate him though, he just slightly annoys me.
Well while braiding his hair BIRD decideds to pop up and go on a bit of a tangent about how he didn't really like the fact that I posted our last conversation on my LJ. Well forgive me for wanting to let others see how much of a screwball you were being.
He wanted to talk a bit about why I don't want him around anymore..Since he will most likely be reading this I have this much to say...
You took me for granted that no matter what you did tome that i would always be around. You used my love for you and my need to make sure you were alright against me. For that reason alone I never want to be a part of you.
I care about your well being, I am still in Love with you (this is fading) but as far as ever being able to see you the way that I used to see you. I cannot do that.and I will not do that. Your time has passed.
Went to dungeonn last night at the last minute. it was a pretty mellow night for me. I dressed down and had a relatively good time. Alex came drove in from texas and it was great to meet him. He is definitely a looker and a rad dancer for a texan... hehehehehe..
Urban showed up for his usual hour and a half stint of relaxation. I was more than happy to see him. We didn't get to spend as much time together as I would have liked but he made it known that he was happy to see me as well. The best part was when he came to say goodbye to me.. I got a kiss.. a nice soft small one. I felt that in my knees dammit. I was very surprised and completely not used to someone I am "dating" (i use this term ligtly) showing public affection towards me. I am not backing away from it though.
I have been writing this entryover a span of 5 hours and I have run out of things to actually say.. so goodnight.