1. Mouse 2. Cozy and X 3. Urban

May 15, 2002 23:44

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Yesterday.. I walked into work with a back and chest full of bruises.. completly tired because I had been stuck in rush hour traffic for 2 hours. I was still late.. I do not like being late. I walked in with tears in my eyes and handed over m y badge and name tas to my trainer.. got my things and left. I left a few of my fellow trainees in tears as well and I felt so bad for that. The commute is way too harsh and my family life is way to explosivet o have others involved.

I will KILL him one day.. I swear it. I will.

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I then proceeded to drive up into burbank and surprise my best friend COZY with a visit. I think I scared the shit out of her, but she was happy to see me none the less. It is soo great to be able to have a friend that truly is greatful that you exist.

I got to see my little one.. X.. he is getting so big and is almost 3 months old now. He seems to have acquired a rather large head though. He will grow into it I am sure.

We went to Target and did some baby shopping and ran into an oh so cute new in town i want to be an actor guy named Drew. I am sure you have seen the type.. Very cute, kind of like he just got a haircut for his headshots kinda guy. Has to be ready to be discovered. Plus he was buying a Thomas guide so I know he was Green to LA.

Cozy being the person she is, struck up small talk and Let him know to be caustious of the guys that look like girls. Then we were off to eat. Went across the way only to find that 2 of the restaurants we wanted were closed. So we went to the 3rd which happened to be an al you can eat kind of thing. I was not thrilled, but I wasn't paying so I just went with it. We walked in and decided on a booth way in the back in the corner. Funny thing is that newbie Guy was in there. sitting at the table right in fron of ours.

Coincidence?.. yes, well we invited him to sit with us and he declined because he was there with his Grandma. We talked to the both of them and gave him hints on fiding an apartment and a job so that he could be discovered and what kinds of chicks to stay away from. His grandama loved us by the end of the day , and as always COZY now had a new fan.

We made it back to her place and chatted some more. I then fell asleep in the bed as I was feeding X. He fell asleep too, but that is just what babies do. I gotta have one of those little critters one day.

I woke up and found that X had my nose almost in his mouth... ICKY yet still cute.
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It started to get later and I realized that I needed to findsomething else to do because it was becomming family time. I decided to call Urban and see what he was up to.

It turns out he wanted to see me, esp now that I was only about a 10 min drive from him. He was in the middle of recording, but I still had fun.

Finally at about 2 am he was done and we could spend a bit of quality time together. So we cuddled up on the couch and I was able to listen to him tell me more about who he is. I like him. He is very simple, laidback and he has just enough direction to keep motivated.

We finally moved to his bed as I was falling asleep on him. Yes I know you are all wondering if we did it... Geeez... Pervs. lol.. well I am happy to inform you all that I actually like this one. Yeah I know you have heard it all before. I have no idea what it is about this man, but he puts my head in orbit. I don't want to mess that up.

I was actually talking to my mom about this earlier. I told her that he knows excatly how I feel about him and that I am not trying to hide it. I am not being overly aggressive about him as well. ( I was persistent though) I told her that I do not need to much time from him, I love his company, but I realize that he is extrememly busy. I cannot intrude on something that he has dedicated his life to. I will happy to help him occupy any free time that he has.

Anyway, i feel asleep kissing him and awoke in his arms.. that was all I needed. Anything else would have been overkill.

I guess I am changing.. growing up...evolution.
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